Sin

I know everyone commits mistakes and has his or her own way of handling it. But everyone has that one flaw that whatever we do, we can never cure. We can never accept one part of ourselves and no matter what we do there is no way we can cure it. But this sometimes happen subconsciously and it takes a lot of thinking to actually understand what that something is. I am no psychology major so everything here is just me saying what I realized while thinking to myself.

I am too prideful. that's the part of me that I can never accept nor will I ever be able to remove. I am not saying this because I read too much manga or anime for that matter. I am saying this because after realizing that all of my thoughts were about the downfall of the ones I'm mad at. I just can't accept it. How can I live a happy life but all I want is to see everyone else suffer. But after thinking about it, it's already a part of me and i won't be able to change that. But I will never accept it.