Internet

A little rest from studying... :)

I am a computer addict. I know that. I can see people looking down at people like me. Asking us, why we spend so much time at cyber space. Well the answer is simple. I prefer to stay in a world where people are able express their inner thoughts with out fear. But with recent developments, the internet that I sought peace with is starting to turn into another world were mindless people can simply log in and say their nonsensical thoughts.

Facebook is one of the most amazing addition to the thousands of online websites to have ever grace our generation. It connects us with our friends and family from outside the country and even allows us to meet new people with out actually seeing them in the real world. It can also give people the opportunity to find others who share their same likes and discuss these through organized online groups. Everything about facebook is amazing. But the recent trends that are starting to spread online is starting to annoy me.

The first one are the pictures concerning religion. I know there are a lot of religious people in the Philippines and i don't judge you for posting pictures about your God. But what annoys me are the posts, where it says. "Like this if you love God, ignore if you love the devil." All I can say to this is Fuck You! Because we simply ignored your post, you can immediately call us heretics? Damn you, I know the people posting this doesn't have any ill intent when they share the pictures. But come on, that's what the picture is trying to say. If we don't like, we are immediately tossing away our beliefs and siding with evil.

The next one is how people are sharing pictures of people with really bad diseases. I don't know if its true or not, but come on. If you really want to help these people why would you just sit in front of your computer and like some picture of them suffering? it would be better if you would actually start doing something that would actually benefit these people. I mean, there's bound to be more than one victim of these diseases, so what's the difference with curing one when there are bound to be thousand more suffering from such misfortune. I know, I'm no different, when I'm simply ranting here on my blog about such things but think about it. Are we really helping these people by liking their pictures.

And here's where I draw the last straw. Why would you people post a picture about what others are doing and start ranting about it? Let's take a picture I saw recently (the reason why I'm posting this message). It's about SM and how it's slowly cutting down trees and building countless branches. I know they aren't exactly helping mother nature by doing that but you'll criticize them when there are countless of people out there doing things worst than this? I mean, even we are no exceptions from such actions. In one way or another, we have all treated mother nature poorly. We could also have seen people doing such destructive actions but what do we do in such instances? Nothing, we would just look at them and walk away like nothing happens. And when we come home, we would start ranting about something similar just because the perpetrator is well known. So let me ask you again. What difference are you people doing?

I know this blog isn't exactly helping mother nature, nor am I doing any good just by ranting at others that who are ranting themselves. But let me tell you this now, this message is for me as is it for all of those people out there. If we want a better world, we better start changing and I'm no different. I wish for change, but if I continue as a computer addict nothing will happen. But for those who are happy just to like a stupid picture then, all I could say is FUCK YOU!

ayaw ko to post fb, baka magulpi ako... :)), anyway aral na ulit

Romantic Dreams

Okay, I'll be honest, before final exams instead of studying, I wasted my time finishing School Rumble... :)), Yeah, I'm stupid like that. But i can't seem to remove the interesting love development in that series. My favorite pairing was always Harima and Yukimo but I don't dislike the canon pairing between Harima and Eri. I mean, both are cute but it feels so nice, seeing one of girls getting jealous of the other. There's no other joy that can compare to that. :))

But i think everything just manifested just last night with this really nice dream. I'm more or less just a spectator in the love triangle unfolding in the dream. A guy is in one with a quiet innocent girl and the girl loves him back. But she can't find the strength to tell him because she knows a friend of hers, a tsundere, is also in love with the same guy. The boy tries everything to get the attention of the shy girl but she would just avoid him over and over again even though she doesn't want to. Her friend on the other hand, feels more and more envious of their relationship even thought she tries her best to get his attention. In the end, it's the tsundere girl who gets to spend a lot more time with the guy because the shy one ends up avoiding him altogether. But my favorite part should be the time they all went to sleep.

The guy lied down between the shy girl and the tsundere girl. The shy girl turned her back to the guy and went to sleep, to the dismay of the guy. The guy then decided to sleep as well, leaving the tsundere girl awake, since she's the one most affected by the development of things. The guy tossed and turned and in one point rested his hands on the hips of the shy girl. Of course it's revealed the shy girl couldn't sleep aswell and was surprise to feel his arms on her. She looked back and saw the guy sleeping soundly and in the small act of bravery turned around and rested her face on his chest, leaving the tsundere girl alone in a state of pure jelousy, she didn't knew the girl was awake and she didn't want to wake the guy she likes. That's when I woke up to the teary eyed face of a girl honestly in love.

FUCK! In all honesty I liked both the girls in my dream, both looked cute and the development was just perfect. I could smell a cat fight erupting so I rolled around in bed getting my head empty to just continue dreaming. But sadly, that never happened. T_T

Crazy Idea #2

Since I'm planning to make this a routine, here's another crazy idea for just this week.

*WARNING!* this idea is over the top crazy *WARNING!*

Uhm, medyo feeler, but why not have a competition in WG, a competition that could either spell doom or glory for the org... Hahahaha... a do or die competition. The competition will be a tie-up between us and that animation org... It will be somesort of competition that will have the participants make a 1 to 3 mins animation trailer of a show that they come up with. I know what you guys think, "Eh sino naman sasali dyan sayang lang sa oras.", "Ano naman mapapala namin dito?"... well here's another reason why this is crazy, why don't we contact some people from either abs or gma and ask them to sponsor the event... THEN! then, the winner can have their made up show turned into an actual short series... HAHAHAHAHA! shit this is more like a fantasy rather than an idea... :))

Crazy Idea #1

Hi... I just thought of placing at least one crazy idea here once a week... And this will be my first one...

First let me say, I love management rpgs. And when i say management I mean the ones where you create a character and start smashing things... :)), well the most recent game I played is called "Gladiators Begin" and it's just that. You create a gladiator and rise through the ranks, gaining favor from powerful people and eventually freedom. The game gives you enough open space to customize your character to how you want to but after a few times playing it the open-endedness seems to end.

Now that leads me to a crazy idea. Why don't they make a game on the PS3, PsVita, or PC for what I care and take the system and explore it further. I mean, instead of having a menu on before the shows, they should allow the character to freely roam the entire stable. Then they can place random days where random merchants would visit and allow sell various goods. The merchants can also have levels of respect for your character, which can be increased by performing tasks or by simply buying their goods. The skill variety on the psp game, which are divided between; shield, one hand, two hand, hand to hand. can also be expanded. But the most important part that I wish to develop is the patron system. In the game I played patrons are people who takes interest on your gladiator and gives them special events which would later trigger story events. But you're limited to five patrons and once you enter a particular story path, you'll have to give up the rest of your patrons, which kind of sucks... The thing I want to do is simple. Instead of patrons, your story would differ on three stable handlers that would buy(you'll choose) in the beginning. The patrons would simply open side stories that'll provide unique weapons that can never be found in the regular armories and merchants.

The City of Love

I am completely caught up with Phineas and Ferb recently and I can say unlike some of the most recent cartoons showing on air, it is one of the best alongside Avatar which ended a few years back. It teaches a lot about dreams, goals, and how to achieve these things while having fun. And a lot of songs caught my attention since these are the things that makes this show a lot more interesting.

But the song City of Love really hits me. Is Paris that romantic? Is it the place that makes it romantic or is it the sight of seeing couples walking hand-in-hand along the sidewalks? I won't lie and say I'm not interested in trying out myself, but I just want to know. I know reading books about the place can help me but it's not the same, why did they come to those conclusion in the first place? Does everyone share the same idea? Or do they see something else in their own eyes that gives that special spark when they walk on those streets.

This is definitely going to be one of the things in my bucket list. I want to experience that magic myself and see what makes that place so special that it's entitled the City of Love. And I hope its not as a tourist but as someone who'll say the words Ma Cherie, Ja T'aime.