College

I started out college with the idea of changing... But at my first year, it didn't felt that way. I was still the same boy who made others do things I needed to do myself. I did join some organization but with out commitment, it didn't last. The following years I dropped my previous org an joined a new one. At the first term it didn't felt different, I only attended one activity and it didn't felt like I improved. The next term I decided to join their Junior Officer's program. I thought maybe if I did work outside being a member, maybe I'll get somewhere. I did became more active and it felt a lot more productive compared to the pass. I'm note sure if I changed or not, But that doesn't matter as long as I can do somethings that could help then it's already okay.


This year I decided to join a few more orgs. I'm still doubtful whether I'll be able to be active in all or them but I'm sure if I can experience new things then everything will be worth it. Because after pondering everything today... I realized I'm not the person to stay focus on one thing alone. I like thinking of different things at the same time. I don't like having boundaries around me. So I guess the only way for me to grow is for me to experience different things... :)